28.2.09

:)*

one step at a time.

.meSS.

heard this at 4am this morning.just before i got off the car.
YES-wuz listening to the lyrics.
i alwiz do.. :)

You’ve got the best of both worlds
You’re the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again.
You are strong but you’re needy,
Humble but you’re greedy
And based on your body language, your shouted cursive I’ve been reading.
You’re style is quite selective, though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests that this is just what happiness is.

And what a beautiful mess this is,
It’s like picking up trash in dresses.

Well it kind of hurts when kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you could call it fiction
But I like being submerged in your contradictions, dear‘
Cause here we are, here we are.

Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they’re quick and probably have to do with your insecurities
There’s no shame in being crazy, depending on how you take these
Words on paraphrasing this relationship we’re staging.

And what a beautiful mess this is,
It’s like picking up trash in dresses.

Well it kind of hurts when kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into bladeskind and courteous is life I’ve heard
But it’s nice to say that we played in the dirt, oh, dear
Cause here we are, Here we are.Here we are
We're still here.

What a beautiful mess this is,
It’s like taking a guess when the only answer is yes.

And through timeless words, in priceless pictures
We’ll fly like birds not of this earth
And tides they turn and hearts disfigure
But that’s no concern when we’re wounded together
And we tore our dresses and stained our shirts
But it’s nice today, all the wait it was so worth it.

27.2.09

LisT GettinG ShorteR - Slowly but Surely



thnx B - the scent still lingers on past 9 hours :)


my 1st home...lately...


tis is wer i spent too much of my time.i love my work area.it's in a corner.i love corners.just something sexy about corners.don't know what it is.it's probably got one of the best views in axp-klcc view.in the late nights when i wished i was elsewer,the view keeps me sane.i remember the nights lying on the klcc park staring at the stars.hmm..nice.
so back to THE workstation area in at least the 19th floor.i know it's messy.i've got stacks of paper waiting to be filed.any volunteers?i hate filing.i hate filing.i hate filing.my chinese plant tat was bought for more $$$ to come in is sitting... still alive!my coffee mugz,water tumbler,wet wipes,tissue box,magz,little irritating trinklets that i receive which is displayed bcoz there is no other use for it anyway,redoxon that i do not remember to chew on.bz chewin on other stuff.an abudance of chilli sauce n ketchup wc is probably expired.i tink.
wat else.yes.my moody laptop-it's got a mind of its own.shuts off by itself.craXy...
B-i love tis pic a lot.it's makeup less,its my not fake smile,my saucer doe eyes look not sooo doe,reminds me of mila whenever i wear that pullover.it's hers.so thank u.

p/s:spellchecked n grammertized tis entry twice to avoid someone sniggering in a corner...u know who u R...:p

26.2.09

Hey,Hey,Hey

"You can borrow me
Let me borrow you
We can do it better, babe"

i wanna dance all nite wif loud music!

been a long day.
m tired.wat's new...
its the same shit different day? hmmm...
cancelled lunch wif mumz.i know she's pissed.will make it up to you soon...
got yer call n found myself apologizing for not telling u my off days...sorri is all i can offer now.

met tups.felt good to laugh silly for the stupidest convos.missed u gals being ter- macpei,mila,mummy,even mna.
had our spicy chicken in remembrence of mila.i tapau for u sum k for may...

lately,i've been travelling to our finnegans' moments,php moments,follow the white line moments
.

played one game of pool."messed around".got hearted foolishly by B.no more B.no more.

tighten my sunnies n reading glasses.
got scolded.wc C says is normal.:(
m YM'ing...

i miss U,i miss u not.I miss u,I miss U not....
one day at a time,huh?

love u but m not in love with u...



Wikipedia says this about BLISS....
"can be a state of profound spiritual satisfaction, happiness or joy, often associated with religious ideas of the afterlife."

i prefer this meaning though...which is less spiritual and feels that m not in love with God. i love God,just not in love with Him.
" blithesomeness; gladness; now, the highest degree of happiness; blessedness; exalted felicity; heavenly joy"


is finding bliss possible?

U TELL ME...

25.2.09

can't wait to hold you...;)

Que mes baisers soient les mots d'amour que je ne te dis pas.

23.2.09

2323

y do i feel this?
y do u not make me feel better?

22.2.09

whererUwhenIneedUthemost?

m at work.be done in 17 mins.hate working on the w/ends.it's almost excruciating being indoors when i'd rather be outdoors-doing just about anything or nothing but staring at my lolo and tracking sheets for everything...India.
the upside of the day-deleted 1598 unnecessary repetitive.occupying space.crap.not crap emails.
the downside of the day-m so zzz thanx to the late night supper of too many dishes.liked the company.liked the food.hated the filthy restaurant.hated the big arse scary yucky roaches.
10 mins left.can't wait for my bed.can't wait to hang out wif my simple frenz.can't wait for decent dinner.can't wait to laugh silly.
will wait for yer xxx,moonsea.

21.2.09

"'A poor villager, who grew up and became a big industrialist"

I love love love this movie.I hardly watch Kollywood/Bollywood movies bcoz they have the same ingredients-a/several love triangle/s.family disputes over the love triangle/s.dark fugly villains.sudden dance appearances in a foreign country like Switzerland(?)padahal they were just canoodling in some remote village in Tanjavur...???

Guru.i absolutely loved.watched it with B and jeya sometime in 2007.the romance was adult. not tat i love u,u love me n we will elope n get married n live poor for the next 60 yrs version of L-O-V-E.it was pure.it was simple.it was sweet.

Guru had character.He had ambition.He had passion.He had a vision.Very rare in men these days.

Aishwarya is of course a delight to look at.she looks beautiful smiling.she looks even more beautiful when angry.
now that too is rare in women.

Guru Preview
Guru is the story of a young man in a small village of Idhar in Gujarat, who goes from rags to riches due to his sheer determination and personal drive, despite being faced with many business barriers.Abhishek Bachchan plays the title of Guru Kant Desai in the film – the man who is a villager, becomes a visionary and finally a winner. The gorgeous Aishwarya Rai plays Sujatha – the wife of Guru in the film.
The veteran Mithun Chakraborty plays Manikdas Guptha (Nanaji) – the owner of a newspaper The Independent. Madhavan plays the role of Shyam Saxena – a young and dreaming, a 22-year-old news reporter, who is against Guru and his ideologies. Vidya Balan plays the role of Meenu – a handicapped girl who is the wife of Shyam Saxena but admires Guru.Bollywood sex-kitten Mallika Sherawat plays a dancer in the film and also has a hot item number to her credit.
'Guru' is the story of a young man in a small village of Idhar in Gujarat, who dreams big right from the start and has to face several hurdles and fight an obstinate system all alone to see his dreams come true. The mantra that the young man follows diligently is that those who do not dream do not achieve anything in life. He does reach the top, ultimately.
Guru started his journey from a modest village in Gujarat to Bombay which was soon flourishing as the financial capital of India. It was year 1958, and those were the days when the rich ruled the world of business and newcomers hardly had any place in the sun for them. But Guru knew it was achievable, and he surely had ways to find a way for himself, whether by hook or by crook.And the one who was with Guru in his journey throughout was Sujatha, who at one point of time was hesitant to marry Guru but it was a matter of time when she fell in love with him after being together as a couple in a one-room chawl. Her relationship with him became so strong over the years that regardless of what others had to say about him, for her Guru was the one who stood for love.
Nananji ran a newspaper called The Independent and years back was pretty impressed with the kind of fire that he could feel within Guru. He knew that Guru was a young lad who had it in him to be successful and though his walk towards his destination seemed too fast, he attributed it to his young blood. He was warned about some of Guru's so-called evil ways but for Nananji, Guru was spotless. Until he realized the truth...a bitter one at that. And now he wanted to fight to bring it to fore for all to see. Even if it threatens to destroy Guru....or even himself.
The same realization had struck Shyam too who didn't really have much love lost for Guru due to the way he worked and wanted him to be punished for his unethical and materialistic ways. He was ready for a fight and was all set to enter the arena for he believes that good should be done to people. He likes it when somebody does something good for the people and society. But he believes that it should be done within the bounds of the law. He believes that there is a reason why there is law and there is a reason why people make laws.
He opposes anyone who breaks the law -- without caring who that person is. So, he stands to oppose Gurukant Desai when he breaks laws. This reporter knows the power of words and the media.Apart from Sujatha, Guru also had support in the form of Meenu, a young woman who limped and could be seen on a wheelchair. From her childhood, she had seen Guru and while she could see Nanaji and Shyam being critical of him, for her he was the man to be respected and admired since he was the only one who never asked her about her handicap. Also, she could see that Guru's journey to the top was full of obstacles and hence a lot of things happened en route which in an ideal scenario should not have happened.
Set in the picturesque beauty of the 1958, Bombay, Guru comes to the city as a young man with only two shirts, a wife, a brother-in-law and Rs.15,000 to start a business. But all doors were shut for a newcomer. Indian business and trade were run by a handful of the rich and the privileged. Only they were given the licenses. They had the quotas and they controlled all government trade. It was an exclusive club where it was impossible for an ordinary middle class newcomer to enter, let alone succeed. Guru had to kick the doors open or cajole them to open. He did both and would not take no for an answer. And that's because he never knew the word 'no'.
Despite all barriers, he started his own company called Shakti Trading in a 350 sq feet room, with one telephone, one table and three chairs. Forty years on, Shakti Corporation became the first Indian company to enter the Forbes top 500 list. People asked him how this happened and he said think big, think ahead and think fast.
Produced and directed by Mani Ratnam, Guru released on January 12, 2007.

:-*

Datanglah
sayang dan biarkan ku
berbaring

Di pelukanmu walaupun tuk
sejenak

Usaplah dahiku dan kan kukatakan
semua

Bila kulelah tetaplah disini
Jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri
Bila kumarah biarkanku
bersandar

Jangan kau pergi untuk
menghindar

Rasakan resahku dan buat aku
tersenyum

Dengan canda tawamu
walaupun tuk
sekejap

Karna hanya
engkaulah yang sanggupkatakan
aku

Karna engkaulah satu-satunya
untukku

Dan pastikan kita selalu
bersama

Karna dirimulah yang sanggup mengerti
aku

Dalam susah ataupun
senang

Dapatkah engkau s'lalu
menjagaku

Dan mampukah engkau
mempertahankanku

Bila kulelah
tetaplah disini

Jangan tinggalkan aku
sendiri

Bila kumarah biarkanku
bersandar

Jangan kau pergi untuk
menghindar


20.2.09

There,they remain as two beings, separated by time.

PUTERI GUNUNG LEDANG THE MUSICAL SEASON 3


Q'ed for a while to get this shot

crowd goes craXy with Pak Lah's presence

handsome Tuah

dancer from the cast

been a while since i've been to a musical.i love large auditorium.the lighting.the grandness.the tiny weeny narrow steps.the once in a while oppurtunity to play dress up.the pin drop silence when the show is about to begin.the loudest claps and standing ovations when it ends....

my big heartfelt thnxxx n mwahssssssss to alicita for inviting me along.i loved every second of it.the story,the dances,the music,the gunung,the beats,the men,the women,the makeup,the glittery jewellery,the rich colored gorgeous costumes,the props,the ship/boat.

IT WAS INDEED AWESOME!
y must true love end tragically?
y can't true love rise above loyalty to the king?
y can't true love rise above loyalty to family?

p/s: if U knew me U'd know i didn't mean to harm U.

19.2.09

huh?tell me....:)

koi sacche khwab dikhakar
aankhon mein samaa jataa hai
ye rishta...
ye rishta kya kehlata hai

jab sooraj dhakne lagta hai
aur dhoop simatne lagti hai
koi anjaani si cheez meri saanson se lipatne lagti hai
main dil ke kareeb aa jati hoon, dil mere kareeb aa jata hai
ye rishta kya kehlaata hai

iss gumsum jheel ke paani mein
koi motiyan kar deta hai
ek naay saawan mein lagta hai, aur kadke aabar ban jaata hai
yeh rishta kya kehlaata hai

tasveer banati rehti hoon
main tuti huyi aawaazon par
ek chehra dhoondi rehti hoon, deewar kabhi darvazon par -
main apne paas nahin rehti aur door se koi bulata hai
ye rishta kya kehlaata hai

18.2.09

245d

" And I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired Of being your
(Your) official girl official girl
And I'm tired I'm tired of trying (Ooh but I'm still your)
I'm still your official girl "

16.2.09

y oh y ?

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
i thank God everyday as my pa said NO to his mum's " saraswathi type names " and insisted that the first 4 characters of his name be in mine...HATE my name being mispronounced...
its unique and haven't met anyone else who's got my name spelt in the exact way..nice ..
I DON'T DO COMMON :)


2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
3 days ago.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Yes. It's very ME.

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Lamb.Well done.

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
Nope.

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Possibly YES.apparently was told m easy to open up to..except wen m cranky n demanding n love having it MY way - then will definitely hate me!

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
like the air i breath.

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yes.i think.

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Yes.Anytime.

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
Cococrunch + cold milk.Don't like em soggy.same reason/way i hate porridge!

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
No....SO cat - size 4 huh...OMG wat tiny feet u have... how do u do it ?

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Anything CHOC.Anything Nutty.m craving for one now. :(

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
men - tush. woman -hair. babies - eyes.

15. RED OR PINK?
on wat?on who? P-I-N-K i gess.

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
round face.would love higher cheek bones.:(

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
Milaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
Do you have anything else better to do than this. NO - so god damn do IT!

19. WHAT COLOR OF PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
Dark blue.Renoma black 3 inch heels.

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Official Girl - Cassie.

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
Brown.

23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
perfume + sweat on a man.

chocolate flavoured MAC lippie.
RL's romance.
Davidoff'.
Crabtree & Evelyn's gardener's therapy.
caramel macchiato.
didn't it say smellS ....

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Parents.

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
SO SO.

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
nothing interests me. so so like F1 for the loud engine revving. watch onli WorldCup for the football fever wc is damn damn HOT. beach volleyball for obvious reasons.


27. HAIR COLOR?
Chest brown wif honey blonde undertones - need to get it retouched SOON!

28. EYE COLOR?
Black from all angles.

DAMN!

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
No.Prefer glasses to downplay the bitch look.

30. FAVORITE FOOD?
Banana Leaf.


31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Happy endings.Can't sleep for weeks after watching a scary movie.

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Apocalypto.

33. WHAT COLOR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Black.

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Both.It's good to have both at times :)

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
Kisses whilst huggin'.

36. FAVORITE DESSERT?
Strawberries in Chanpagne - it's dessert in some places.

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Dunno.Doesn't matter.

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Dunno.Doesn't matter.

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
The Art of French Kissing. However someone told me i don't need to read it since i would have written half of the book anyway.oh how sweet n spot on.

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
huh.stupid Q.

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
MTV.

42. FAVORITE SOUND(S)?
silence when in bed.

loud music in a club.
quiet moments when 2gether.

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
none.both too old.don't particularly like their music.

44. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Phuket? Bali? Krabi? BKK? know which one is further.

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
i sing on pitch.i dance on beat.


46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Assunta,PJ.

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
- - -

14.2.09

" You gotta love me in the light and the dark "

fingers entwined.
sweet long kisses.
ice cream in bed.
coffee on the couch.
feeding on the kitchen counter.
snuggling close in the smallest space.
too damn close against a wall corner.
warm baths in candles lit.
legs interlocked.
slow mo under the moonlight.
ear nibbling.

baby kisses on the neck.


p/s: how are you?
sick.
working?
-
11.20pm 16/02/09
7.17am 17/02/09

can't let U go....

21998.88.0.7c.

11.2.09

...come2me...

events in the past 6 days.

banana leaf at nirwana maju.bumped into alan n pervin,my college friends whom i used to curi curi smoke wif at the corner bakery next to a whore hse.eeuu.they've have been dating whilst in law school in 1994.now married for 5 years.sweet.
backyard.missed the life band.better luck next time.soon.getting to know coraline morning.B-don't scare my friend off.K?

lunched at bsp.clinic.threading.cute small tiff sms'es between good friends.:)

roadtrip to T.I.was nice.quiet moments.endless roads.loud music.pee stops.coastline.home cooked food.radio station surfin.scary arse narrow dark lane.

lunched at bodega.attempts to fix htc at mv.no luck.attempts to fix htc at bts.no luck.walked to lowyatt.baby got fixed FINALLY.problem=charger!WTF!but now the apparently original charger aint' workin too.met sin.she looks the same blur self just a lil meatier wc is good.dinner at oldtown.
laughed.giggled.bitched.camwhored.will post pics up soon...

work.work.work.meeting.conference call.work.1:1's.side by side.work.goal discussions.dev plan discussions.argh!

felt good playing pool at mojo's after tooooo damnnnn long.sathi taught me ok ok.YES B.i know i got trashed by 1 pathetic ball left.next round k B?some stress got lifted off me.the rest gotta get off a holiday soon or else i will buy tat punchin bag and hook it up in my balcony.

valentine's in 48 hours.how now?

p/s: i feel everywhere.i feel nowhere.i feel nothing.i feel everything.i feel anything.





thin line between love n hate ?

We've run out of L-O-V-E.

RIHANNA in KL.13.02.2009.20:30 hrs~late.

Robyn Rihanna Fenty
Feb201988
The track list that Rihanna will eventually perform for her KL concert!

1. Introduction
2. Pon De Replay ~ lets go dipping low
3. Break It Off ~ Break it off boy Cuz ya got me feelin naughty
4. Let Me ~ I wanna come play nice with you
5. Rehab ~ baby,you're my disease
6. Breakin' Dishes ~ But I really don't give a damn right now
7. Is This Love (Bob Marley cover) ~ I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I - I'm willing n able
8. Kisses Don't Lie ~ Who knows how the wind will blow?
9. Scratch ~ over to u B
10. SOS ~ It's not healthy for me to feel this
11. Good Girl Gone Bad ~ And left us all alone
12. Hate That I Love You ~You know exactly how to touch
13. Unfaithful ~ And it kills him inside
14. Sell Me Candy ~ you lick my fingertips
15. DJ Kevmo / Don't Stop the Music ~ possible candidate, yeah
16. Push up on Me ~ And let's play a game, I won't be a tease
17. Shut Up and Drive ~ You look like you can handle whats under my hood
18. Question Existing ~ Take off my shirt. Loosen the buttons
19. Umbrella ~ You're part of my entity, here for infinity

alicita,coraline,jztin n me WERE too darn excited looking forward to the concert on friday.
she is just too damn sensual.
tixs were purchased.
supposed to hav been dressed to kill.
some of us printed the lyrics out. OMG!
after concert partyin' planned.
NOW we've gotta WAIT.
I really hate waitin'.
as papa said,real men don't hit women.
chris brown can kiss his untalented music life GOODBYE.

p/s: hasn't the m'sian government heard the " inviting " lyrics in her songs...hahaha!
most of em has sexual innuendos...:)

6.2.09

" What happened to the days we were in love?
When nothing came between the two of us
I wanna go back to the way it was
Why can't we go back to the way it was?
Do you remember when we were still friends?
Now every other day's another argument.
I wanna go back to the way it was
Why can't we go back to the way it was? "
p/s: 09/02/05 9:53pm - sweets, how are you ?

5.2.09

no escape?






the week's been unpredictable.

from attempts to badminton on sat night to completely forgetting tat my weekly home cleaners were
scheduled to come tonight. i m usually quite organized but lately m too drained out to even remember to drink water.
last weekend was nice.chilled.good coffee conversations.surprisingly long coffee conversations too.probably it's the age tat we're both in.huh...Wat say u?
Finally had a breath of fresh air n hanged out at PJ instead of Q bistro.i know the menu list at Q bistro!


my htc is fixed.wc thankfully is working to a point of NOT pissin' me off but.....it feels different.
i can feel it.Hmm.Don't know y! thanx boobie for doing this for me on your OFF day.luv ya.

my comfort has also been fixed today-the touches of love was welcoming.thank you again!

badminton last nite, sleeping at 1am w/out a shower.YES shocking.have never done tat before.just didnt make sense to shower n shower again in 4 hours for work.YES-will change the sheets this w/end.
today was craXy.
- had n/lemak for b/fast n my daily dose of caffeine
- 20 call evaluations for my new team members began
- one comm on India market specifics
- one comm on IMR raise
- cleared the " onli kl auths has access and can do for us " mails...
- mingled aka stay engaged with the floor...
- chatted wif Olive who watched the Puteri Gunung Ledang musical last nite - she had free tixs and asked me to go...but was too last minute and had alredi bought tixs wif alicita weeks earlier...
- smoked to stay awake and sane.
- lunched with coraline n vainpot - braved n had the lychee tropcial smoothie...chilled!
- confirmed last minute details with caterer for the afternoon's cny do
- bought a cake from secret recipe for jan n feb auths babies - cappucino cheese cake - not bad - never was
a cheese person..CHOC all the way.
- made arrangements/delegated tasks for CNY party between danny,franky n phoebe - thnx a bunch guys!
- picked up cake at 2.15
- the event went k.
- smoked wif catty
- continued wif work
- breaked for 3o mins wif juztin
- had the blackest coffee sugared brown
- continued work
- papa called asked me to come dwn smoke - yes for the 7th time took the damn lift n
looked happy doin' it - ARGH!
- finally emailed wat i needed to send to boss
- waited for juztin like an idiot :(
- had serious convo wif cheche
- blasted my ipod on my way hm
- met B
- walked into a clean candle lit home - HEAVENLY!
- took my time wif a HOT HOT HOT shower...YUMMY!
- popped open a Tuborg - my latest addiction
- YM'ing
- flirt SMS'es
- london perhaps?



Tell me, what you thinking about
When you got me waitng patiently
And usually, I don't have to wait for nobody
But there's something about you
That really got me feeling weak
And I'm trying to find the words to speak



secrets?

Lay your head on my pillow
Here you can be yourself
No one has to know what you are feeling
No one but me and you
I won't tell your secrets

Your secrets are safe with me
I will keep your secrets
Just think of me as the pages in your diary
I feel such a connection

Even when you far away
Oooo baby if there's anything that you fear
Call 244-6377 and I'll be here
I won't tell your secrets

Your secrets are safe with me
I will keep your secrets
Just think of me as the pages in your diary
And only we know what talked about baby boy

Don't know how you can be drivin' me so crazy boy
Baby when your in town why don't you come around boy
Be the loyalty you need you can trust boy
I won't tell your secrets

Your secrets are safe with me
I will keep your secrets
Just think of me as the pages in your diary

4.2.09

m cranky.crankiest i've been in a while.yes.it happens.
everything around me is setting me off.
STAY AWAY!
please.
~ argh ~

2.2.09

I have nothin' better to post .... n this looked enticing !

i am ...
i really want to go ...
my favourite place is ...

i live in VAC ...

my favorite color is ...

my favorite food is ...

my favorite things R ...

my favorite drink is ...


my favorite story is ...

my favorite hobby is ...

i wish for ...
p/s: m taggin' all my fans that find ME interesting....:)
I wanna KNOW u.

distracted?distraction?destructed?


always?

Saigo no kisu wa tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaoriAshita no imagoro ni wa
Anata wa doko ni irundarou
Dare wo omotterundarou
You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka darekato mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love you taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashi uta utaeru made
Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugoki dasouto shiteru
Wasureta kunai kotobakari
Ashita no imagoro niwa
Watashi wa kitto naiteru
Anatawo omotterundarou
You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru karaI
hope that I have a placein your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka darekato mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love you taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and forever

p/s: " what the fuck is wrong with you ? "