Life For Rent

The Fold

2011-04-23T02:34:00.003+08:00

i've fallen in love.

with the longchamp.

thought i'd start off with the low end ones.

i deserve it.

i want it customized with my initials.

i want it flown in.

i don't want what the rest has.

i must have it.

soon.

because i am a diva.

what i have picked so far.....

whore much huh ?!

2011-04-05T12:51:00.005+08:00

about 3 years ago some skank who kept leaving anonymous comments on my blog and asked if i was a whore because of my blog title " life for rent " and if i was renting my body ?!!? Obviously the skank does not move around an educated bunch. moves around much just not the right move. how can i retort to something as stupid as that? So i obviously didn't because she wouldn't understand even if i prepared a pictorial chart for her.

the title for my blog came about 2 months after i found out.i was listening to music at work trying to piece the events of my life.i love dido and this one song stuck to the core of me. and that's when i decided to rent the title of her song. no truer meaning of this has been felt.at least by me,to me,for me.

so the skank can FUCK OFF to where ever the sun doesn't shine.

there. i've said mah peace :p

back in motion.

2011-01-29T08:31:00.004+08:00

morning commoners.
m @ work.my first weekend work.oh how i loath me.working on weekends.wishing i was snuggled under my comforter.not having a nightmare about paranormal activity 1.how am i to watch PA 2 now?and YES i have watched PA 1 at least 3 times!
happy 2011.its 29 days into the year.17 days after my 34th birthday.many days to go before my holiday trips kick in.can't wait.
the last 6 months of 2010 was hectic,thus the lack of material on my blog.however,i will try to make it up in my style,of course;with thousands of pictures.

was reading a blog which was not worth spending time on except to mock it; http://7dayholiday.blogspot.com/
papa,the avid surfer triggered anger in me yesterday about this india born indian girl passing thru Malaysia for all of 5 days and decided she should travel blog badly( might i add ) and inaccurately on somethings Malaysian.She has all but 3 posts.Like seriously....* roll eyes *
so i took all of 25 minutes to read her blog and find her to be shallow,unread and likes the word swagger and Africans. Nothing against both,but this woman overdoes it.
I was unable to leave a comment,so the plan is to comment on internets' NO 1 site - FACEBOOK as well as blog about this and reach out to my audience.
She writes that the Tamilans aka Indians in Malaysia eat more idlis and dosai/thosai as compared to the Indians in India. This is bull shit. I am a foodie and i do not crave for thosai everyday.You know why ?! Because i am spoilt for choice - chee chong fun,konloo pork noodles,nasi lemak with kerang,mamak mee,the occasional Big Breakfast etc.So really where is the thosai that us Indians are eating?!?!?!If anything the non Indians are seen enjoying such delicacies.
Point no 2; the Indians are all part of some gang!Quote unquote below;
" A lot of people I spoke to had seen or experienced crime by Indians first-hand. These gangsters created this unfortunate stereotype that has been carried in the media and makes Malays and people from other races wary of Indians as a community " Are you not stereotyping based on the 4 persons you have met ?
Does she know that the 87th richest person is the world is from a tiny country above Singapore?!YES she does.
Does she know that AirAsia, a highly successful low cost carrier and the brains behind it is a Malaysian? Again she does know.Yet .... she writes as such ...
At one point she redeems herself by stating " Politicians say Indians turn to crime because they feel marginalised from government development plans and lack equal education, business and job opportunities. A load of crap. A lot of Indians in Malaysia are doing well for themselves. It’s all about a person’s individual struggle and competition. " Like duh!
But 3 paragraphs after that she goes on babbling that " Some of these Indian men could also be educated with full-time jobs, but one drunken fit of stupor and the gangster in him is out " translated that once Indian men begin drinking they all become rowdy.

I am ticked off. Can you tell ? Enough said.
Off to Envie to drink ; the indian style NOT :)

Have a fantastic week ahead all ...
Toodles.

i have no time to blog ! NO TIME !!!

2010-07-31T09:58:00.003+08:00

No time to blog but have time to copy + paste ( Borrowed from Na + CatC's blog )

1 – Go to “Wikipedia.” Hit “Random Article”or click http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random

The first random wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.
2 – Go to “Random quotations”or click http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3

The last four or six words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album.
3 – Go to flickr and click on “explore the last seven days”or click http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days

Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.
4 – Use Photoshop or similar to put it all together

hmm ... whatcha think?

think im a lil dainty for an band name 1907 in organized crime ! AND i realised very recently that i cannot be a ROCK chick! I don't have the deep dark troubled eyes for it :P

can't stay awake.

2010-06-30T05:22:00.004+08:00

Second day of night shit is over.Thank God.2 off days + 3 annual leaves + 1 off day before work next Tuesday.Heavenly.Club Med - can't wait.I want to lie on the beach and snore to the tune of the wave.And my white hat is following me on this trip.How lucky for " him ".

Will post some pics and share the juicy gossips post the trip.

Until then,feast on this....

( altho it's a really crappy shot - damn , could not find a better sunset - will get the perfect sunset my loves )

2010-04-25T21:10:00.001+08:00

Love sought, is good; but given unsought, is better.

been a while.

2010-04-17T08:34:00.006+08:00

i'm @ work.been a while since i've been at work on a weekend.the upside tho,it's quieter.lesser of everyone working.nice.almost calming feel.love my spot.a corner.borrowed benny's random CD with Madonna's Celebration as the very first number,of course.

Did i expect any lesser from Mr.Hotness No:1.

So,back to my working on a weekend, i get to catch up on current affairs both educational + entertainment which is impossible on a weekday!i have time to nurse my paper cuts from filing as well.I don't have to rush and gobble food down whilst clearing mails.

basically i can goof off ( just a bit la )

Franky tapaued me breakfast.Made my morning or else i would have been stuck with having something from McDs and i feel sometimes that i'm too old for McDs.Anyone feels that way ah?

Its 8.54am.Have about 7 more hours.Damn!

Been a busy Q1.

- my 33rd bday passed on rather quietly which i like

- My bro turned 30 - God i feel old!

- Loving my new toy, Buttons!

- Loving my other toy,Sony TX1 cam with the right color,champagne :)***

- Mila + Neil came down and we spent some quality time ; miss her !

- BKK, YESSSS will write about it soon ( btw, hate most of the Thais )

- Phuket with the gals macam SATC minus the SEX :(

- Will miss Sin's querky self , she is such a ditz that she makes blondes look smart ,how lar?

- We're getting better :)

- I am putting on the pounds :(

- My team is growing with such dynamic characters ....

- realised that as i grow older i lack patience with persons and i am perfectly fine not having to deal with these people - arrogance i know, but i dont farking care. Life is just too short for me to fake it and pretend to be nice to you.Nah!

- Paps leaning sign language and has actually been attending ALL his classes,

the boy has grown up!

( altho he is not picking up my wakeup call for todays' class, ok YEAH he is awake)

- still on the look-out of a man for Tups, Match.Com? pweaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee

- the boys' room does not look like a store room anymore.loaded up 3-4 bags of rubbish!

- a psycho BITCH came into our circle of friends and nearly killed us, but we're stronger that that-so go shove your shit where the sun doesn't shine k thief !

- voluntereed to become editor for Insider Magz 2010,

- gosh i cannot remember anymore ???

p/s:our prayers are with David and his family that he will recover speedily + come back to drill us - we are slacking and we miss u david :(

Bon Appétit!

2010-03-21T09:00:00.004+08:00

go watch Julie & Julia if you have not.

i absolutely loved it.

i loveeeeee everything about it.

the clothes.so proper.

the drama.so real.

the weather.green everywhere.

the lighting.the cool sun.

the voice.entertaining.

the husbands.strong men.

France at that time.definitely.

the food.of course.

the color.in their faces.in the kitchen.beautiful.

just makes me feel in my heart that i should take up french language lessons before i die.

again.go watch it.even if you have already.

:)*

if only a man could be like you.

2010-03-13T10:21:00.006+08:00

" Your name is Kal-El.
You are the only survivor of the planet Krypton.
Even though you've been raised as a human, you are not one of them.
You have great powers, only some of which you have as yet discovered. "

Christopher Nolan the director who revived the Batman franchise is set to do the same for THE Superman brand,although i don't see why it needs to be revived ??!!?!?!?!

He is Superman,for God sakes.He will never fade away.

I loveeeeeeeeeeee him!!!!

Can you tell?

Achu,my younger brother aka Superman Fan no#1 and me,no#2 fan can't wait.

As a kid, his first visit to the big screen with my dad was to a Superman film with Christopher Reeve in it.Since then he is obsessed with the man of steel.

Me,i simply love him for the man he is.Such a strong character.And of course,

who else wearing a bright red underwear OUTSIDE can look this HOT!

A very handsome man indeed.Reeve,that is.

Brandon Routh errrr looks a bit gay la.

Think it's his well shaped eye brow.

Even mine is not that well defined.And i pay RM10 for threading every 3 weeks!

Although Rouths' bone structure " everywhere " is to die for.

p/s: spoilt for choice....

stands true from me to you :)

2010-03-02T21:36:00.001+08:00

I love you,
Not only for what
You have made of yourself,
But for what
You are making of me.
I love you
For the part of me
That you bring out;
I love you
For putting your hand
Into my heaped-up heart
And passing over
All the foolish, weak things
That you can’t help
Dimly seeing there,
And for drawing out
Into the light
All the beautiful belongings
That no one else had looked
Quite far enough to find.

p/s: so i don't forget....

meow or roar ?

2010-02-16T15:05:00.004+08:00

i've been wondering how was i going to summarize the past 8 months of my life in my blog.those close to me will know i don't understand the word summarize.i suck at summarizing.i am a long winded girl and i love that about it.

many will beg to differ of course.too bad lar!

then i thought why blog about the past to the present.i should take my time and blog the present to the past allowing my readers an opportunity to walk down memory lane with me.

And since it's CNY in the year of the tigeress.i'm no tigeress!or am i?

i'm the putty cat lying on top of the tiger ( the skinny version )

i wonder who is the tiger then ?

~ hahaha ~

Happy Chinese New Year my fellow chinko friends!

Go White Bengal Tiger !!!

I'm still alive.

2010-02-05T19:51:00.002+08:00

in case some of you are wondering!

i'll be blogging soon.

God knows i need to.

i had been circling around the idea of blogging again.

i just kept pushing the thought to the back of my mind.

but today i was reminded on why i should continue blogging.

simply because once a while it reminds people of the good that was in their lives.

and that is enough for me.

we miss you.

food tasting take 1

2009-11-03T23:16:00.008+08:00

my brother's wedding is in 24 days (omg) and i know this entry is sooo the lambat.however i have been busy as much as i thought i couldn't be.but then that's a different story for a different time.
so sometime in early oct,7 family and a friend was invited for my brother and his fiancee's food tasting.my first.
arrived at the Grand Seasons just after noon having not chomped on supper the night before.
camwhored around the ballroom area whilst waiting for everyone to arrive.
menu;
tomato soup
bread rolls
xxxxxx
pickles,papadam,chutney,raita
xxxxxx
murgh shajahani curry
lamb keema
mee nu porial
prawn paratal
dhall tarka
vegetable jalfrezi
aloo mattar
vegetable briyani/white rice/chapati
xxxxxx
sliced fresh fruits,gulab jamun & carrot halwa
teh tarik
orange cordial

when the huge arse dishes cover ( i dont know the name ) thingy mejengy was opened,everything from the vege to the chicken looked the same curry color.
hmm...something wrong here!
so we waited for the waiter to serve us and i dug in ( hungry mah)
how else to food taste/taste food la?
is there some sort of an etiquette?

my verdict is as such............

rice was not the pure briyani - have tasted better

chicken could taste the curry powder - my grandma makes better chicken curry.

lamb keema - pretty good

mee nu porial ( wc is fried fish ) - i fry better ones on my electric stove - serious!

dhall - loved it

vegetable - was okla (m not fussy)

prawn - could be a lot more fresh

let me not even go to the dessert. This much i know tho and take my word for it,
only a pastry chef can/should prepare desserts, those who make chapatis' shouldn't !
after 2 hours and several argument with the chef ( yes,we asked him to come see us )
three quarters of the menu was to be altered...

can't wait to try the fish tikka (my idea)

m i glad i'm not the one planning a 45 table massive dinner hoping nothing will go craXy.

p/s: thnx laks for sponsoring the wedding and dinner saree - love 'em.

2009-09-27T17:14:00.000+08:00

me and my blog is under construction.

sicko.

2009-09-26T21:33:00.006+08:00

i know i am about to fall really sick.just that i do not know how sick is sick gonna be.the past 2 days i've been enduring fever,flu/sinus, slight sore throat and feel the chills right down to the bones.

so either i have my usual sinus attack or H1N1.

hopefully neither comes in the next 4 days since i am in the run for an 8 hour time bank."anything" must happen post 1st of October onwards onlyla.i ask just this from God.

i deserve the 8 hour!!!86 days of perfect attendance must NOT go to waste.

p/s:am gonna swallow my 5th actifast.

mummy-i want chicken soup. :(

p/ss:wanted to add a pic of chicken suop but nothing looks like my mum's chicken soup.

buaaaaaaaawwwwwwwahhhhhh!

cho-mel

2009-09-20T10:19:00.003+08:00

meet cho-mel.my 8 day old sweetness.rescued him from tesco curve curled amongst a number of ugly fishes.took me a while to pick.finally after 30 mins.felt connected to him!

isn't he just adorable.

tink it's a he.i really can't tell.can you?

p/s:cleaned the aquarium yesterday night.his shit is stinko.eeuu!

selamat hari raya

2009-09-20T09:18:00.004+08:00

to my muslim friends,

HAPPY RAYA.

to my non-muslim friends,

HAPPY HOLIDAYS.

one of the pleasures of living in a world of many cultures, one gets to share the joys of different celebration all year round.

i want my rendang ayam and cornflake cookies.please.....

p/s: be safe everyone.

so far.

2009-09-20T07:21:00.006+08:00

its too early in the morning on a public holiday.and to think i don't get $ for working is depressing.it's been raining every day that it's not funny anymore.my clothes have a certain unpleasant smell because the sun only comes out 3 hours in a day.maybe i should get a dryer.washed clothes are always warm and smell good.

my plants (not the virtual ones) look like they're about to wither too,my virtual farm is doing much better.occasional rain when it needs to.lots of sun.nice eh.yesterday,got myself a hot air balloon which sits a black sheep instead of my latest boytoy,chace crawford from gossip girls.he's 23 and hot.benny agrees that he is gorgeous which is both comforting and depressing.

i have a weakness for dimples

and a weakness for grubby looks

am in season 2 of gg.

love blair waldorf aka leighton meester-she's got character.
hate blake lively aka serene van der woodsen -after the 4th episode,you want to strangle her.

most of the boys/men are forgetable except my CC and chuck bass aka ed westwick.

i'd highly recommend GG for their fashionable wear,get envious with the lifestyle we will never have,extravagant parties the families host every week,how they make brunch look so classy and of course for chace crawford.

so just pop in the dvd,get a bar of chocolate,softest throw,lie on the couch and press ' play '

You know you love me.XOXO.Cheeky Girl.

p/s: m in love with good girls go bad.yeah i know,i have a versatile music sense,so sue me :P

" She was so shy

Till I drove her wild "

RLes does it again.

2009-09-04T18:28:00.004+08:00

sexy.

" I want to take your love and mix it with mine

And maybe have a Coca baby "

sweet.

" Something about the way you look at me

Tells me that I just might be worthy "

selfless.

"Even if I don't have all your trust

I want to give you all my love (ooh) "

sizzling.

" Baby Just take my hand and dim the light,

Coz for the rest of the night

We'll be making love the way that we're supposed to "

p/s: i like how he says 'coca'

really now.piss off.

2009-08-29T14:54:00.008+08:00

someone said very recently to me that a blog as personal and maybe not so private as it is, is an avenue to vent out one's frustration.I don't have the time or heart to bother about what people think about me.I still don't.I hate confrontations.I'd rather just let you be because i know i'm a lot more matured than what you are.

However several nights ago, the few who know me too well told me " sweets,i was never someone who like confrontations and you know it but if that's what you need to do,then do it! You do not deserve to be treated as such "

1.why do you behave and plod around as if you own some parts of the organization?

2. why are you concerned about what time i walk in/go for lunch/leave home?

3. why do you keep instigating my friends against me with your BS!!!?

4. why can't you just move away from the friendship when i have clearly done that?

5. how is it that you don't see your own flaws and pick on everyone else around you?

have you not learnt your lesson after what happened to a friend.

will you ever learn your lesson.never i suppose.crocodile tears you shed.whatever for?!

there is no point in going to temple and worship God,break 100 coconuts,place 100 joss sticks if your heart is filled with hatred and your mind has ill intentions all the bloody time.

it's just so disgustingly hypocritical.

i know now people like you are just plain bullies and will evetually not have anyone/anything with you.very sad.

so leave me the fuck alone as i have left your sorry self.

p/s:karma.remember that.what goes around comes around.always.

neckache.eye ache.finger ache.

2009-08-18T20:24:00.005+08:00

since everyone who reads my blog ( all 7 of em') are ALSO on my FaceBook,i shan't waste too much time explaining the below snapshot.

To Boobieh who still refuses to be on Facebook, for whatever reasons i will never know, this is my farm on this game,Farm ville.

I am not a game freak.Really.I am not.I used to play Bejeweled and Zuma in the office when i could, not in my capacity as a TL of course.Cannot set bad example to the young ones.
So when i used to receive requests to join this which was for almost a month,i simply clicked " ignore ". Sorry to those who sent me these requests.

Then one fine day, i was bored to my wits.House was clean.Laundry Done.Watered my 2 plants.Boiled drinking water.Clothes folded.
Of course,was also coaxed by a good friend, i cannot reveal the name here.You know who u r.

I decided to click on the request and am now hooked.It's been about 2 weeks now and all i can think about when i'm anywhere but home is to harvest my crops (sounds so wrong) but you know what i mean rite?!

so im in level 16 now which is quite fantastical considering i started seriously about a week ago-not sure what is the last level yet.and all i was wondering in the past 2 days i've been off is what will i do with my time when i've made it to the absolute lasttttttt level.

then about 5 seconds ago,i came across a new game called Farm Town which is even cooler because they allow you to store the harvested produce and sell them in the market place.

How divine is that huh!!!!!!

k back to farming now.

have a good week you all.

p/s:gotta clear my tangible groceries bought about an hour ago.my juice boxes are dripping wet now.damn!?!!

black wednesday.

2009-08-17T21:03:00.006+08:00

ok ok.i tumpang glamor also la.since i was a witness/victim/passenger of this unforseen tragedy.tomorrow will be a week since this happened.i'm just glad we're both walking,talking and breathing.

thank you boo.u will always be the first ones we call when shit hits the fan or not.it was almost like seeing jd motionless all over again.thank you frenchie for keeping calm.as i said to you all,if that happened to me,i'd b crying until the fire people come.

papa-please service your car soon.m worried.what with the stupid rain and all.

to everyone else i know and love -jaga-jaga di jalanraya.mwahssss....:)*

ah beng on tow.aiyoh!

my year of birth still trying to hold on.

always yours.

2009-08-17T20:12:00.004+08:00

love the surprise.don't know what it's for.perhaps it is sweeter when one doesn't.

so from just me and my blessed heart, thank you you.

longkang.

2009-08-16T12:18:00.011+08:00

i hardly get to hang out with all my fellow colleagues and my boss in a relaxed environment since we work reallyyyyy hard in different shifts.so it's nice to be off work for a couple of hours in the afternoon and just chill and what else....BOWL!!!! our first team outing late last year was dinner at Chilis' which was more of a get to know your boss and vice verse since jamie was in his 2nd month stint.everyone was in their best behaviours.i had the lamb shank which was yummy.nothing else happened.at least that i can remember.so last year news anyway :) so about 2 weeks ago,we took the monorail ( felt like a " lawatan sambil belajar ") to Berjaya Times Sq's Ampang SuperBowl Centre for 2 games of bowling - women vs men.i was to bowl against my boss.rite.who thankfully sucked as well.hahaha!

both games were won by men because they had jamil.jamil's pretty good actually or just that we sucked so badly that he was the best in the worst.

i was just glad that i beat jamie in the second game by individual points.muahahahaha!

teaser sent by OL altho doubt the men were teased in anyway.

kak Roy all glammed with floral baju.do not let the tudung mislead you.she is quite the dirty minded

oooooo oooooo tat's me with my PINK ball. i scored one strike.not bad leh

the disaster lanes - lane 30 and lane 31

my boss who is quite comical except during 2-4pm every tuesdays - DR meeting when we usually kena bantai kau kau

david folding his sleeves with that cheeky smile.

ade at the forefront who is constantly reminding me to not forget my appointments.sometimes i feel like she is my PA too.

Uncle Johnny's SteamBoat Restaurant- not bad am not really a huge fan of steamboat.

boss @ work or play, i can't tell.

goofing around.

hahaha David.

tired after the first game.

he suxxx at bowling which i found quite odd.his slide teruk.

Olive has a slow mo way of bowling.very very cute.

boss posing.

sammy who is en route to Sydney now with hubby.nice.

p/s: next event-karaoke.OMG!

chopped.

2009-08-13T12:17:00.004+08:00

My last hair snip was in April before the Europe trip;felt i had to have a new look.Jztin.my underpaid/no pay fashion consultant aka personal shopper has been naggin' ( after the 3rd time,it becomes a nag ) to pursue a radical change.

However,my round face and even rounder DOE eyes will not have any form of changes,radical or not.I wanted bangs.short.and maintain the length.i cannot do short either.my fine hair just will not have it.So i checked-in to Martin's Nuevo Salon at 5.30 and began work.

He relaxed my fringe,snipped it off,trimmed my back and sides. Finished at 8.15.

and Voila...Of course to have it look like this, i need Martin's magical hands,a hair dryer and for there to be no wind/sun/rain. How lah?!?!!

I hate blow drying my own hair/any one's. Air dry is THE way to go. :)*

Jztin's 22 @ 21

2009-08-10T23:45:00.008+08:00

jusboy - i owe you this post. apologize for the unexpected delay.

jztin turned 22 on 17th July.m so darn proud of him. sipped in the flaming lambor i got him like a MAN.no drunken drama.no emo convo.just some good ol' plain and simple F-U-N.
loads of laughter.loads of dancing.loads of camwhoring.loads of drinking.the nite began with dinner at Club 21.

menu;

starters @ RM30++ ( wat the fuck )

main course @ RM55++ ( rite...)

didn't even bother to get to the dessert menu.

food's mouth wateringly delicious though.just a lil' pricey.

divine cocktails too.try the strawberry long island tea.

i know you had a ball.so did i.laughed loud.drank with no bounderies.danced silly.

so thank you for the invite.

love ya,my lil'adopted bro " quack quack quack ".

papa-go break this code :)*

p/s: birthday boy's shirt was our gift :) nice ah ?

can't wait for next years'.

p/ss: missed "u both " there.you know who you are.

my way.

2009-08-10T23:38:00.004+08:00

" Same shit different day just riding through the city looking prettiest as usual "

want this carved on my tombstone.

crash.

2009-07-21T21:44:00.002+08:00

I will never see me as you see me.

music the way it should be.

2009-07-18T16:30:00.007+08:00

love the video.love the simplicity of the lyrics.love the sexy beat.love the dance on the bar top.

no one can imitate this man's music and that hot sensual voice.

" You rocked my world, you know you did

And everything I own I give (You rocked my world)
The rarest love who'd think I'd find

Someone like you to call mine (You rocked my world) "

fashion forward?

2009-07-11T09:34:00.003+08:00

Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta @ Lady Gaga

didn't think much of lady gaga and her "just dance" that was just blaring everywhere.the song just reminded me of jztin's weirdo love for her."poker face" was cute.again-nothing fantastical.sTicko me however is obsessed with "love game" and i have to humbly agree that the remix version intro'ed by the local resident DJ,Boo is way way way cooler.Suppose am loving underground pop.nice nice.

B-just needed to hear it real real loud with the boom boom bang bang effects in sweety.u know the fussy me.:P

so i wikipedia'd her today whilst stuck@work. saturday mornings get by easier & sooner when i begin my days like this.

interesting - Have a read.

she seems to be set to be the next Madonna.long way to go to that i know but doesnt she remind you of Madonna's craXy hey days :)

Lady Gaga on herself - "nobody can copy me, because I can’t be copied."

she is fashionably bold.unabashedly provocative.ultra electrical.HOT!

p/s: In April she told a crowd at one of her concerts that her song "Poker Face" is about keeping a poker face when fantasizing about a woman while in bed with a man.

Hmmmmm...

want.

2009-07-07T22:30:00.003+08:00

http://www.omnipeace.com/ im broke.so was advised against purchasing this online altho' the purchase would have clearly been

towards a charitable cause.:(

however to you rich folks,do visit the site and purchase anything BUT this t.

if i can't have it,no one can :P

my life's a BITCH.damn!

remembered.

2009-07-03T06:08:00.001+08:00

pop music is as we know it because of this one man.he is pure talent.talent such as his is God given.no one can imitate micheal's dance moves.his music reaches out to all ages.his music will live on long after he's gone.that is the power of MJ.that is the magic of MJ.no other artist will have an impact on music as he did.there is no doubt in that.all of the world speculates too much on his personal choices in life.

all i humbly say is love the music if you cannot find it in your hearts to love the man.

who are we to judge him?

not God.

" It dont matter if you' re black or white "

The First and Last King of Pop 1958-2009

getting engaged.

2009-07-03T05:30:00.005+08:00

this is my lil' bro and his beautiful wife to be. they're getting engaged this saturday.the wedding is in november.dinner the next day.lots of running around that's happening back home.i'm supposed to be the bridesmaid for the wedding which is fine.am the only sister he has.nothing i can't handle, i suppose.

she is the only one i know who can shut him up.she is the only one i know he listens to.

CONGRATS YOU TWO LOVE BIRDsssss

good luck blak the oldies will be tagging around you for a while now...:p

happy berfday TnY...

2009-07-03T05:16:00.004+08:00

@ hush

the sugared doll on the cake was the talk of the night

my next bday,i want superwoman in flying mode :)

so pretty.

carol with her cosmo,cat n me with our beers

childhood soul mates.

tny's wearing our gift.cantik!

nice.

nice nice.

good bye chris

2009-07-03T04:39:00.005+08:00

amex family.

those who have had the pleasure of reporting to him as i have are blessed.

he is a very relaxed, down to earth and smart leader.

he is a risk person.always was.always will be.

he loved auths.we loved him.

we will miss you chris.

take care wherever you are.

good luck although you'd probably don't need it.

you are an asset wherever you go.

fly high.

p/s:jztin,thank you for temaning me to purchase chris's farawell gift !! luvs ya !!

the color and the fit was just perfect :)

been a while.

2009-07-03T01:07:00.014+08:00

it's 2.42am.m in the office for night shif/t.surprisingly not sleeply.yet.am stuffed from the hokkien mee i had for dinner.so what's been happening these past few weeks huh?!lots.i know there is a lot of sibuks who are very the interested in my life.so here it goes in fast forward.with some pics.how can no pictures rite!?!

6th June -Celebrated Kasturi's wedding. She looked absolutely glowing.Am truly happy for you Kasturi.I know choosing the person you want to spend your life with was not a walk in the park.The wait was worth it - i'm sure.

the boy who missed Kasturi's hand in marriage - hahaha!

this shall be our standard pose in every wedding :p

twilight lit ceremonial hall made our eyes sparkle i think

1st June - dragged my tired feet back to work....cleared the zillion mails..yuxxx!

2nd June week - stared blankly into my laptop screens,walked around dazed,updated the numerous people who came to me asking " how was europe ? " i miss London :(

8th June - Received sad news that Cha's mama passed away. Funeral was the next day.She is a very strong woman.I would not have been able to even breathe if that happened to me.I know me.May he rest in peace. May she have part of God's strength to weather the coming years which will be cruel and harsh.She's got us in the mean time.

11th June - Decided after what seemed like a year to call HSBC and ask for my Rihanna concert tixs refunded.BITCH!

12th June - Time flies.time heals.time decides.

18th June - 1-1 with Jamie.Tension!

22nd June week - WORK.MEETINGS.CONFERENCE CALLS.SBS.1-1.CLEAR 1000 EMAILS.H1N1 CALLS.VIRTUAL VISIT.RECTANGULAR COACHING ETC!!!

25th June - The passing of Farrah Fawcett & the King of Pop, Micheal Jackson.Sad and tragic.

26th June - Aunty P came to visit me :P

26th June - Movie Date - Transformers @ Pavilion. I want a man like Prime. He is so genuine.

27th & 28th June - Helped Cat set-up her new crib at CI2 - I love interior designing homes. Maybe i should pursue it as a career...hmmm...:)

28th June - Reality kicked in.Real Hard.Real Pain.Real.

30th June - Handed over my Mid Year Performance Review at 11.50PM ((dateline:12m/n) I work better both under pressure & pleasure....:)*

01 July - Was surprised and shy which rarely rarely happens...so thank you YOU... xoxo back

So that was that.Kept it short and simple.Let's see what July has in store for me.

quick pit stop.

2009-06-30T12:55:00.002+08:00

been a while since i blogged.lots been happening.good stuff.beautiful stuff.hopeful stuff.not so hopeful stuff.sad stuff.work's a bitch.busy with my pmp and building on my profile for success scores.or else jamie will fire me.:(

will blog about something or rather soon.be patience jztin.till then take care all!

peaches.

2009-06-20T12:02:00.000+08:00

".....innit "
Why when i say this it makes U giggle silly every single time,i dont know.
What i do know is that i am beginning to adore that beautiful smile of yours.

mantra - for panic attacks

2009-06-19T19:30:00.001+08:00

"No one has ever died from an anxiety attack."
"I will let my body do its thing. This will pass."
""I can be anxious and still deal with this situation."
"This does not feel great, but I can deal with it".[2]
"I am frightened of being frightened,
therefore if I stop worrying about being frightened, then I have nothing to be scared of."

intense.

2009-06-12T21:47:00.001+08:00

" It won't do

to dream of caramel,

to think of cinnamon

and long for you "

so true.

been 8,760

2009-06-11T19:36:00.000+08:00

everything's changed.i have.you have.we have.

nothing's permanent...

2009-06-09T17:05:00.003+08:00

3 funerals in 5 months.2 good friends and one good friend's husband.i cannot take another death this year.pray that none of us will need to endure another loss.take care all.
stay safe.
stay healthy.
stay happy.

Day 2/3 of London.

2009-06-06T09:00:00.009+08:00

CamWhoring continues

Grand architecture across London Eye.

In awe.

Big Ben at 4.45pm.

Mr.Ben & Me

Path towards London Eye - Pretty

London Eye and my cannot be seen face.

Waterloo Station

"Several scenes in The Bourne Ultimatum, starring Matt Damon, were filmed with British actor Paddy Considine at Waterloo between October 2006 and April 2007"

Would like to take this oppurtunity to thank Aidil from the bottom of my heart because without him,we would be completely LOST.He read the road maps and the tube maps well saving us plenty of good time to taste bits of London.We didn't miss any of our flights,coaches or trains which explains why there are numerous pictures of him holding a map of sort.Cat and Nurul sibuk many times and helped a bit here and there.Me.I stayed away because i KNOW i am navigationally challenged.So thanx Dil...

Taste Malaysia booth.Missed home for about 30 seconds.

London Tower Bridge

More CamWhoring with Cat's new Nike shades

Very scenic walk along the River Thames

Lunch on the Go from Pret @ Manger - Freshest sandwich & Cappucino with Choc Sprinkles

Mila who is very the English now.

Natural History Museum established on 1881 at Kensington Road

Entrance to Natural History Museum

Central Hall that houses my T-ReX - He is very adorable.

How the dinos became extinct?err...BOREDOM?hahaha!

Roaring T-Rex - quite the animated wan and he stares straight at you - cute!

Some England.

2009-06-03T22:26:00.016+08:00

It's been a week since i've been back home.12 glorious days in London,Amsterdam and Paris.Had its' many high and a few low points as how my life has always been.The high points were absolutely divine though.Shan't share the boring low points,same ol'.same ol.

London is everything i imagined it to be.Took me 32 years to get here and it was damn worth it.I can so visualize myself in a power suit,boots and warm coat walking/working/shopping in Oxford Street.Ahhh.What a blessed life.*snap out of my day dream* DAMN!

So in my own style,I'll share with you the pictures that will speak for themselves.

muhibbahs all geared with bright smiles

papa who was kind enough to send us to LCCT - TQ paps.....

1st hour.12.5 hours more left.

AirAsia X roXX!!!

First view of London - Stansted Airport at 11.35pm local time.

Awaiting National Express coach from Stansted to Heathrow at 1am.

Smoke here in the harsh cold weather.PLEASE.

Sheraton Skyline Heathrow. Home for 6 nights. Thanx bc.

London Underground faithfully serving us commoners since 1863.

Lunch at Carnaby Street with Nurul's LonelyPlanet reading the shopping streets for the benefit of both Nurul and me :)

Jetlagged and a bitch about it.

Typical day on a London street.

First gulp of English cider - CHEAP and SMOOTH!

Camwhore wannabe - ishhh.

Thirst quenchers at 3.50 sterling.

Glossy Mayfair Lane.

I want to live at this address.

Artsy Fartsy Carnaby Street where Aidil bought his 35ukl Liverfool jersey.

London cab set against a Waitrose supermarket entrance at Gloucester Road, pronounced

" glester "

English breakfast in Illy's at London and for once NOT at La Bodega.

Tastier.Juicier.Fresher.

tbc....

Goodbye,Vaarwel and Au revoir.

2009-05-16T10:21:00.007+08:00

Am taking a breather,from everything for about 2 weeks.Deserve this getaway too much.Tagging out of the office last night felt as if a ton of weight got lifted off my shoulders.Can't wait for the plane to take off and arrive safely on the other side of the world.Keep us in your prayers.As i would for each one of you.Am going to miss all of you.so gonna miss you.
Take it easy.
Mwahs Mwahs from just me.
See you.
:)*

pillars of LOVE.

2009-05-15T12:48:00.008+08:00

nothing fake about these smiles.straight from the heart.no one can touch me.i have these angels and some more to protect me.to keep me sane.to make me laugh.to love me.

i pity those who are not blessed to own a quarter of them.suppose there is a reason why good things happen to only good people.God is very fair.

gals,have a fantabolous trip.will miss all of you too much.wish i was there too. laughing.drinking.dancing.just being plain silly.keep us in your thoughts till we come home in 2 weeks' time.take care of each other k.we promise we will take care of one another too.

Love ya.

14/05/09 8.20pm 2nd home

p/s:cheche.errr your date on cam is very the outdated wor.

can't let go.

2009-05-14T00:00:00.001+08:00

89 hours.

can't breathe.

2009-05-13T23:41:00.002+08:00

m truly blessed.
i know too many people love me and yet why do i feel unworthy of all love?

can't wait.

2009-05-12T12:39:00.001+08:00

there is wednesday,thursday,friday,saturday and sunday until 5PM.yummylicious!

strongest women i know.

2009-05-10T09:17:00.007+08:00

" While we honor our mothers

with words of love and praise.

When we tell about their goodness

and their kind and loving ways.

We should also think of grandma,

she's a mother too,you see...

For she mothered my dear mother

as my mother mothers me "

Happy Mother's Day mumz and patti.

deepavali '06 at patti's home - grandma's 77 (i tink) n mum'z 58 (im sure)

p/s:got mumz heart shaped pink coated donutz...:)

@7.44am u found me

2009-05-10T08:00:00.004+08:00

“I love you,
Not only for what you are,
But for what I am
When I am with you.

I love you,
Not only for what
You have made of yourself,
But for what
You are making of me.
I love you
For the part of me
That you bring out;
I love you
For putting your hand
Into my heaped-up heart
And passing over
All the foolish, weak things
That you can’t help
Dimly seeing there,
And for drawing out
Into the light
All the beautiful belongings
That no one else had looked
Quite far enough to find."

Stay little Valentine stay...

2009-05-09T20:25:00.003+08:00

" You make me smile with my heart

Your looks are laughable

Unpotographable "

~ my funny valentine - micheal bolton version - lovely ~

so last minute huh?!

2009-05-09T19:38:00.004+08:00

only 8 interests mua.help me pick one?

i need a light comfortable fashionable pair of walking shoes for my eurocade.YES,which is in 7 days' time.and NO,i have yet to look for it.walked half of MV last weekend.walked into converse.was teased that i will stick out like a sore thumb but of course i didn't care.did not see ANYTHING i liked.saw a nice Adidas white low cut sneakers that costs rm220.did not feel that it warranted me to pay that amount for something that i liked half-hearted and will probably only wear to the B'sar pasarmalam.the search for the one i want will continue and please pray i find one or else i am arriving in Stansted wearing my brand new Lewre 3.5 inch brown suede pumps.very chic.who cares if i sore my toes or even worse end up in a sidewalk cafe on the streets of London every 2 hour or so.the experience is meant to be an easy one riteeeeeeeeee.

FINE.I will invest in some blister pads from guardian!!!

p/s:maybe i subconsciously bought the lewre for the trip.see how God works in miracle ways.WOW.

m.

2009-05-09T14:49:00.005+08:00

scared.
worried.
excited.
happy.
confused.
unsure.
oblivious.
hopeful.
hopeless.
missing.
zombified.
angry.
hurt.
cared.
dissapointed.
craXiness.
foolish.
drained.
blank.
calm.
prayful.
wondering.

SeXiEsT MaN AlivE

2009-05-03T08:37:00.005+08:00

WATCHED Hugh Jackman.Oh yeah....In X-Men:The Origins.The movie was so-so.I expected it to be more action packed.It wasn't.Lots of yap-yap.I now know how Logan became Wolverine.Makes me want to read the comic books.

Q:If you could be an X-Men character, what would you be? am torn between Storm,Rogue and Jean Grey ( coz she's got the good gal bad gal thingy goin on which is super sexy )

oh yeah...Gambit is quite a hottie!!!Quite an eye-candy.

Certain scenes look very 1980's especially the final scene when the gifted kids run towards Prof.X.Some of us found the comedy moments lacking.BUT then again,it is a Marvel Action Hero COMIC MOVIE,i feel the humour should be kept to a minimum.HA-HA moments here and there is fine by me.

BUT i want all these.I want gore.I want blood.I want balls of fire.I want stealth like machines.I want unbelievable fight scenes.I want Hugh Jackman bare bodied.MORE!MORE!MORE! :)

his smile.his arm.his 6'2 height.his abs.his firm tush.all scruffy looking.his sweat.ahhhhh...come to me...:)

nb: "Jackman personally designed an engagement ring for his wife, and their wedding rings bore the Sanskrit inscription "Om paramar mainamar," translated by Furness as "we dedicate our union to a greater source." Sweet!!!

karma...

2009-05-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

Y-O-U can kiss my SWAG!!!

esfp

2009-04-28T22:25:00.015+08:00

never really shared the warm friends i work with. i spend as much time in the office as i do away from it.so the people i work for and work with matter a lot to me.i hate crap office politics-life is just too short to deal with shit like that.thankfully the office politics is minimal.we address our bosses with their first names.we drink and club with our bosses.always been an open door policy.explains why i have STILL not looked elsewhere.so here they are.the reasons why my 5 work days go by easier.the pictures will show you what i mean. one thing is for sure - they definetely hire the best and they let us do the rest.

English partners in KL - june'08

@ Madam Kwan's Pavillion - june'08

1st team outing @ Pavillion - Aug'08

x-director's farawell makan-makan - feb'08

with hansom Fung = AmeX 30th Anniversary celebration - 220409

my cute BOSS in the suit and the multitude of talented leaders - nov'08

Cate & me wif Chris funkiest VP ) - angpow giveaways for CNY '09

have known this hot bod mum of 1 since 2001- love her honesty.

ayu which is really not us...:)

need i say more. Second best company to work in Malaysia.i'd say that is not bad for an organization that does not even have a local business in KL.

" American Express Sdn Bhd in Malaysia was named a Top 10 of Hewitt's Best Employers in Malaysia, as well as a Hewitt Best Employer in Asia for 2009. The company ranked as the second best company to work for in Malaysia, following the Ritz-Carlton. There was no ranking provided for the Best Employers in Asia list.

It is the second time American Express Malaysia, which includes employees from Global Network Services, Global Merchant Services and Customer Service International, has made the Malaysia list, with its first recognition awarded in 2005. The awards also closely follow Hewitt's recognition of American Express Hong Kong last month, which was revealed as a Top 5 Best Employer there.

The Hewitt Best Employers in Asia are selected among 912 companies representing 180,000 employees in eight markets: Thailand, Singapore, Malaysia, South Korea, India, Hong Kong, China and Australia/New Zealand. Other companies that also made the Asia list include: Agilent Technologies, Cisco Systems India, Domino's Pizza India, Federal Express Singapore and Malaysia, and Johnson & Johnson Medical China.

American Express was the sole credit card company to make the list and one of only two financial companies listed, alongside Hong Kong's Convoy Financial Services. The final list was published in Monday's Wall Street Journal Asia.

As for the Hewitt Best Employers in Malaysia list, American Express was the only financial company included, beating companies from multiple industries such as Federal Express, Hilton, Intel and McDonalds.

"It is truly an honor and a measure of success of all the employee and business- focused efforts we have put in place over the years," said Chris R Somervell, vice president, Risk Operations ASEAN, of the Kuala Lumpur call center. "These efforts have been built to ensure that we create an environment where employees feel that they are able to grow and contribute towards the organization and feel a part of the organization. Employees will be proud to be a member of an organization that has been named best employer."

Top 10 Hewitt's Best Employers Award 2009 (Malaysia)

1. Ritz Carlton

2. American Express (M) Sdn Bhd

3. Four Seasons

4. Federal Express

5. Agilent Technologies

6. SP Setia

7. Hilton

8. Intel

9. McDonalds (Golden Arches Restaurants (M) Sdn Bhd)

10. Telekom Malaysia (TM)

gifts of L-O-V-E

2009-04-26T20:21:00.003+08:00

i lurveee the way tis picture was shot.

probably bcoz of all the soft pinks staring at me.

the pouch was my christmas gift from cat.tis pouch is my life saviour.holds my lip gloss.my migraine tablets.aspirin for the hangovers.minyak angin.t/drives.facial blotters.miniature boss.so mwahsss.

the environment band is from na.got myself an rm5.90 save the planet bag from guardian to reduce plastic bags.slow n poor attempt though.terlupa the bag pulak.n yet collected another plastic bag.damn.i will persevere.so mwahsss.

photo courtesy of B.u don't love me ANYMORE...:( but mwahsss.

m shy.NOT!

2009-04-26T18:31:00.006+08:00

been wanting to share/blog/bitch/educate about the 2 boxes of gifts i received frm cheche.given with lots of love,im sure.y?i dunno.nevetheless thnx a bunch cheche!i accept it with open arms!

pil jamu galian rapet or i call it as "pil jamu rapat pepet".tink i got tat term from the kinky talks with fify.i swear the pic on the cover looks like a rough scientific pic of a vagina to me.i said rough.

Khasiat dan Kegunaan: Khusus untuk wanita.Diramu dari bahan-bahan pilihan khusus untuk wanita yang rajin merawat tubuhnya.Jamu in meyehatkan dan menyegarkan badan,membuat tubuh menjadi langsing serta wajah selalu bercahaya.Mengurangi kelebihan lendir.Cara pemakaian: Tiap pagi and sore 10 pil sekali minum,diminum dengan air hangat ( matang )

pil jamu mekar sari which of course has a lady with her hands on her breasts.if not for the pic,i would have thought its a fertilizer for a flower plant.rite.

Khasiat dan kegunaan: Pil jamu in menyehatkan badan,memperbaiki bentuk tubuh dan mengencangkan payudara sehingga tampak indah and menarik.Cara pemakaian: Minum tiap pagi dan malam,sekali 10 pil.

i have not taken the course yet.as am worried about the 10 pills a day.coz seriously 10!?!WTF!?!besides the weather is just toooo darn HOT and i know taking this will be stupid silly. i cannot afford to have more pimples before my eurocade.then again,do i need or want bigger breasts.hmm...i wouldn't mind actually.who doesn't.as for the rapat pepet-how rapat my pepet is/isn't is really MY own business and whoever i'm DOIN'..........:)

btw-pil perkasa is for the men to enhance their errrr special stick...OMG!

p/s:cat,please do translate the indon to ingrish.it will make our week go by a lot easier...:)

- - -

2009-04-21T15:26:00.001+08:00

people hurt you.....because they can.....and they usually do.....

kiss me.soft.kiss me.hard.kiss me.long.

2009-04-17T17:57:00.001+08:00

" Ideally the width of a mouth should be twice the height of the lips "

"You really learn a lot from a kiss. ... Sixty-six percent of women say they would dump a guy after a bad first kiss," she says. "It's not only because you're getting that good whiff of him so you're seeing if you like the way he smells. All your senses are engaged, and you get a sense of his sensuality, his connection, whether he's a take-charge kind of guy or more of a stepping back kind."
When it comes to relationships, Berman says kissing frequency is a direct indicator of happiness. "It turns out that couples who kiss and cuddle regularly are eight times less likely to be stressed and depressed than couples who don't get that," she says. "You have to have a minimum of a 10-second kiss every day."

said by sex therapist Dr. Laura Berman - from Oprah.com

ameena's grand entrance...

2009-04-14T13:38:00.005+08:00

your tiny porcelain fingers entwined with mine.
your fresh scent after a warm shower.
the feel of your warm body against my chest.
speechless.

p/s: thanks na for bringing your loves' to us since we somehow didn't seem to be able to find the time to come to them...yes yes we do not deserve to be known as aunties. :(

no.THANK YOU airaSia...

2009-04-09T21:39:00.005+08:00

so,mr.tony fernandes emailed me a thank you note about 2 weeks ago.m truly flattered.u're most welcome mr.fernandes.highly doubt i'm the only one who received tis.but still feel special.very.

besides.i know i have probably spent enough for him to buy a seat handle.just the left onela.the right side would have probably been from jason d.

CONGRATS AirAsia~now everyone can fly...anywhere n everywhere...i know i m :)

CamWhoRinG @ Secret Recipe WELD

2009-04-08T14:48:00.008+08:00

notti or nice?

y the serious vogue look?

deep in thought?

sis n bro.

craddle snatcher.

candid.

me-pimply face.jztin-HOT

sweet.

it's never enough. is it?

bday babe in 10 days.

carolita needs SLEEP.

nice.i like.very much.

...n all that jazz...

2009-04-07T18:36:00.003+08:00

" This is something I never wanted

Since I met you I’ve been on it

I think about you all the time

Can't get you off my mind

I know this can’t be love ( I know this can’t be love)

But baby it must be love (But baby it must be love)

Thinking of going

All of the way

I wanna show you but I’m afraid

I know you say it’s all of me

Maybe tonight I let you see

I know this can't be love (I know this must be love)

But baby it must be love ( I know it must be love)

Don’t wanna give in to you so easily

But I can’t even fight it you make me so weak

And I can’t understand what you're doing to me

But I like it (I like it) I like it (I like it) "

p/s:thnx B for tis - kept me quiet on a day when i all i wanted to do was scream.

cassie sounds good.like tis compilation.

now.

2009-04-06T17:59:00.002+08:00

" I’m breaking all the rules now anyway… since I’m going to hell.”
borrowed from 'Twilight'

bYoP

2009-04-04T15:37:00.007+08:00

Today is International Pillow Fight Day.So,happy pillow fighting yo all.Over 75 countries are participating in this mayhem today. Kuala Lumpur's secret location was revealed at 4pm today.Found this idea quite fascinating.Wish i was OFF.Damn it.M stuck at work.Would have been interesting to laugh silly with friends n complete strangers in the midst of being sandwiched with tons of pillows-both hard n soft.As long as i don't leave with a neck sprain.

?pillow talk + pillow fight = awesome?

Westin Grande Sukhumvit, Bangkok Thailand

space to roll around over each other.or should the space be a lot less compact hmmm? :) large sized pillows for 2 heads to rest on.4 additional unnecessary smaller pillows which will definetely fall onto the floor anyways.sheets that feels like sheer satin on your bare skin.comfort that will keep you warm in the day and the night.

THIS must surely b HEAVEN on EARTH....

I realize that nothings' as it seems

2009-04-02T20:43:00.006+08:00

Desert Rose - Sting ft.Cheb Mami

fell in love with this song when i heard it in my lil bro's music collection some years back.He listens to all sorts of music-eastern,western,fusion.wc grows on me over time.lovely to have loved ones around me that R musically inclined.tis song kept me almost sane some months in 2005.the heart n soul tat went into producing tis song can b felt in the lyric.even in the arabic ones.music that crosses borders.untranslated lyrics that touches you.nice.

it gets loud at times.it goes soft at times. it goes silent at times.

imagine.bare feet.dancing under the stars.on a yacht.swaying of hips.sexy

" I dream of rain

I lift my gaze to empty skies above

I close my eyes

This rare perfume is the sweet intoxication of her love "

the honeSt me

2009-04-01T22:07:00.005+08:00

1. Beer: Chilled.
2. Food: Home Cooked.
3. Relationships: ARGH!
4. Crush: David Archuleta.
5. Power Rangers: eeuu...
6. Life: Complicated.
7. The President: of U-S-A
8. Yummy: You.
9. Car: Speed.
10. Movie: Can't seem to sit still to get thru an entire movie.
11. Halloween: Trick or Treat?
12. Sex: Long.
13. Religion: Helps one stay rooted.
14. Hate: Liars.
15. Fear: Of never belonging completely to someone.
16. Marriage: Overrated.
17. Blondes: naughty or nice?
18. Slippers: shorts,beach,thongs=holiday.
19. Shoes: an addiction.
20. Asians: errr... boring ? narrow ? very few cool asians...
21. Pass time: Dream away.
22. One night stand : prefer stands-Hugh Jackman for starters...
23. My cell Phone: Can't live without.
24. Smoke: A must after food.
25. Fantasy: me + u ?
26. College: First Love. First HeartBreak.
27. High school Life: Unforgettable.
28. Pajamas: sexy sweet pink.
29. Stars: Romantic.
30. Center: like a hard candy with a surprise center.
31. Alcohol: Anytime.
32. The word love: been a while.
33. Friends: Can't live without them.
34. Money: Need more.Want more.Should have more.
35. Heartache: Numbing Pain.
36. Time: Never enough when u're happy.Too long when u're at work!
37. Divorce: Sad.
38. Dogs: Lovable.
39. Undies: Comfort.Lace.Low waist.
40. Parents: Need to spend more time.
41. Babies: Innocent.
42. Ex: Changed for the better.
43. Song: Saviour - Anggun.
44. Color: Confidence.
45. Weddings: Bliss.Loved.
46. Pizza: Dominos.only.
47. Hangout: Good company laughing.
48. Rest: Sleep- kissing whilst hugging.
49. Goal: Sweat.
50. Inspiration: Haven't found it.

mwahsssss

2009-03-30T20:38:00.004+08:00

last weekend was good.cozy.worked till 10pm.felt good buying flowers for fify.she would have been 39 on sat.sad.packed authentic hokkien mien frm ptng street.u'd never catch me seated dining ter.beer was chilled.nice.hung out.quite a bit.slept late.

woke up early.haven't been clad in a saree in months.felt traditional.liked it.been a while being traditional.m i forgetting my roots?hmm...laughed silly at jiva's wedding.lunch was tasty.wedding lunches always r-maybe it's the love that goes into preparing it.i think so anyway.camwhored.a lot.got stared at by akka's/mami's wondering my traditional attire wasn't tat traditional after all.:)

had to work at 2pm after the wedding.grew bored.cleared work though.was told i've got a glow on my face.hmm.got home.popped open a bottle of red wine.smooth.suppered at Qbis.arranged the orangish reddish roses into vases.my warm lights shining on them.i like.watched telly.cuddly.slept.

didn't feel alone.tq.

the sis i never had...:)

she makes me laugh anytime of the day, anytime.

y nichole so the kaku wan...:p

HotneSS n Me

group pic

m/nite delight

2009-03-30T17:54:00.002+08:00

my sudden craving for you.

turn the lights down LOW

2009-03-29T17:43:00.003+08:00

earth hour.280309.2030hrs-2130hrs.19th flr.weld tower.

refreshing.

europe escape v1.0

2009-03-29T15:52:00.007+08:00

We've always talked about taking that trip of a lifetime to Europe for about a month.You wanted to gulp down a chilled pint of beer,watch an Arsenal game not before kissing the grills/gates of the mighty stadium and buy porn magz for your silly friends.I wanted to pub,shop,b amazed at the old buildings and touch snow. Obviously,this is not happening...at least not this year.Thank you for the sweet invitation to Canada though -YES bc,we will b there together....

Enuf of the e-m-o talk,attached above IS my flight details to London.Finally had the courage to book this after bitchin' about this nearly every weekend the past 3 months. The tix was dirt cheap like RM1564 dirt CHEAP.13 hour-damn.was told that the 2 footie players that were seated in the inaugural flight on 13th March 09 were pleased with how comfortable n smooth the flight was. so m praying real hard that my butt ,neck n back doesn't cry out in pain when i land in Manchester.cannot arrive in style with a bad back,neck fucking ache and a sore arse.

SO NOT ON!

btw-we're landing at 1AM London Time - YES !!! 1AM !!!

i know tis much,all i need is - my anti-air sickness tablets,face mist to avoid dehydration,softened comfy throw,neck pillow,lip gloss,i-pod,shades.get lotioned,cozied n cuddly - SLEEP!Stansted Airport,Manchester

p/s: YOU r indeed my guilty pleasure...:)

jon B

2009-03-28T18:53:00.004+08:00

" Oh so sexy you got that natural

the way you moving ooh that's crazy

so amazing im getting faded

off you so intoxicating "

fall over me.

2009-03-28T13:43:00.004+08:00

thinking of u

" do what makes you happy and smile again.I failed to do so.Am not in a position to judge you.U have my blessings if that counts for anything anymore "

2009-03-25T16:24:00.001+08:00

" I am a part of your insatiable desires but never a part of your thoughts "

yesterday,today,tomorrow.

2009-03-24T19:01:00.002+08:00

Krispy Kreme is FINALLY making its' way to MidValley.

m not a doughNut fan as don't particularly like anything tat's too sweet.

This,however is almost perfect.

can't wait.

I got a Sweet tootH

2009-03-23T20:12:00.005+08:00

" Can't keep my hands out the Cookie Jar "

tis has been playing in my head the past week.

the vid's ok.typical club scene with pretty girls dressed to kill,too much of booze.

m just lovin' the play of certain words in the song.

been njoying an array of play of words recently.

we'll see.

@ TGIF's

2009-03-23T16:49:00.002+08:00

this is my team minus Sirah who had her exams the next day and could not hang out with us.food was good.service poor.pricing ridiculous.mojito heavenly.

thank u guys for the wonderful support you have shown me the past 2 years.

let's make team 2 in auths become team 1 this year k?

taken.

2009-03-22T17:56:00.006+08:00

u went away suddenly.leaving us in shock.grieving in our own different ways.we should have reached out to touch you.we were too busy.this should never happen to anyone,known or otherwise.will miss your geniune loud happy giggles.will miss your kinky expressions.will miss your sweet caring nature that you hide at times presenting a strong front.probably to protect us.will remember our last b/fast at Qbistro when u showed me discreetly that you cared and that everything will work out in time.

will tear.will grive.will pray.

for now,we only have the best memories of togetherness.

may you rest in peace, Fi.

in her own words from imeem profile " If its meant to happen, it'll find its way... "

at sy's kota kemuning white themed house party.

my 31st bday do in SaVanh - 12th Jan 2008

3 to 3.220309

2009-03-22T17:38:00.004+08:00

One step too far
All at once I’m falling
Just like a star
I’m burning for you
Thought I could keep myself from feeling this way
I guess that was my first mistake

Cause suddenly I’m walking
Down a dark street to your door
Wanting you is driving me insane

And now my feet are standing
Where they’ve never stood before
Guided by a twist of fate

If I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or right I won’t be afraid
Cause even if my heart should break
You’d be the best mistake I ever made

I’m in your room
Now there’s no denying
What’s in your eyes
When I look at you
Two shadows talking but they don’t make a sound
Words have lost their meaning now

And the air has turned electric
Now I know the time is right
To put myself into your hands

And suddenly I’m shaking
As your fingers touch my skin
I don’t need to understand

But If I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or right I won’t be afraid
Cause even if my heart should break
You’d be the best mistake I ever made

And if tomorrow proves me wrong
I swear I don’t belong
I know I’ll carry on

So I will lose myself and bare my soul
Take this chance cause heaven knows
I’m so far gone and my choice is made
And even if my heart should break

When I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or right I’ll always say
You’re the best mistake I ever made
You’re the best mistake I ever made
You’re the best mistake I ever made

FaLLing

2009-03-20T16:21:00.004+08:00

4.32pm.20th march.m cold.mind,body,heart.mr.carl is with me-for company.u’re on repeat.i hear u.i see u.i know u know. I know u know that I know too.i have nothing to offer.to u or anyone.anymore.tell me what I must do.tell me what I need to do to make your days and nights go by easier.tell me how to push u.i will do it.i wake up with hope.i go to bed with pain.n tat too is on repeat.tiring.every step I take away from u hurts.every step I take towards u hurts.u complete me at times.u keep me guessing always.

All my thoughts have you in mind.
All of my desires are of you.
All of me want every flaw of you.
All of me need every bit of you.
All of me want to make you smile.
All of me want to make you happy.
All of me want to hear you laugh.
All of me want to hold u too close.
All of me want to touch you.
All of me pines for you to be at peace.
All of me like you angry.
All of me like you cold.
All of me like you warm.
All of me want to see you play.
All of me want to see you run.
All of me want to see you move to the beat.

All of me wonder….

My every breath screams of your name…..in silence.
“What a beautiful mess this is, dear.”

HurtS LiKe CraXy.

2009-03-19T13:50:00.006+08:00

" can't seem to hold u like i want to.so i can feel u in my arms "

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth.
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Robert Frost,The Road Not Taken ( 1915 )

p/s: This poem is usually interpreted as an assertion of individualism, but critic Lawrence Thompson has argued that it is a slightly mocking satire on a perennially hesitant walking partner of Frost's who always wondered what would have happened if he had chosen their path differently.

2009-03-19T00:02:00.001+08:00

happy birthday u.

I’ve done 81 out of the 132 stupid things.

2009-03-18T23:39:00.008+08:00

Do this and re-post it with the title:
I’ve done XXX out of the 132 stupid things.

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
(X) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(X) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 3

Level 2
(x) Are/Been In Love
(x) Been Dumped
(X) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 6

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(X) Skipped School

( ) Slept With A Co-worker

() Seen Someone/Something Die

SO FAR: 8

Level 5
(x) Had/Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(X) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 11

Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(X) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook - ex after 12 years
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 13

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 16

Level 8
(X) Had A Tea Party
( ) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding (with my BMX)
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 19

Level 9
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 22

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 24

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(X) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(X) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 28

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 31

Level 13
( ) Had/Have Braces
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 33

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 37

Level 15

( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 39

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
(X) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 42

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn’t
(x) Made a Prank Phone Call
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 45

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 48

Level 19
(x) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 52

Level 20
(X) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 53

Level 22
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex’s Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 54

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done/Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(X) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 57

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been in a tree house.
(x) Been scared to watch Scary Movies alone

SO FAR: 58

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
(x) Have had More Than 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 60

Level 26
( ) Played Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(X) Been Told You’re Hot By A Complete Stranger
(X) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 63

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one (one of the “50 things i wanna do before i die” list)
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 64

Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone - heheheheheh….
(X) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone’s Name
(x ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(X) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 70

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 75

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 79

Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
(X) Flattened someones tires - wanted to, though! - does scratching his car with keys count :)
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

GRAND TOTAL : 81 - - - - lots more to do especially point 2 level 32...:)

froZen

2009-03-16T16:58:00.004+08:00

was at finns,mv last nite.pics courtesy of Jztin's E71 nokia.kewl gadget.

it's very trendy.very sexy.very hip.

very me?

martin's hilarious.he's english struggling to pronounce indian names.

watched the longest movie wc had the corniest lines,love scenes involving electricity.

stewpeefts.

never again.next time i'll research wat we're gonna watch n think a million times

before saying yes n be better attired.

all glossed.

cat hates taking pics.can u tell ?

have we put on weight papa? :)

smoke got into the shot.nice.

p/s: need ur warm bear hug............

Love thE beaTS...

2009-03-13T15:15:00.004+08:00

the lyrics aint much except for bits here n there.just bits.tis is the kinda song tat you've gotta B in touch wif your femininity n sensuality to b able to move to.last sat was spent looking for the lyrics.yes m a lyric n BEAT person.shadap.but it's nowhere to b found.i can visualize certain persons moving to tis.so we'll c how wen tis hits the local clubs in 6 months'.

p/s: " fill my prescriptions,my sweet little addiction "

.pure.

2009-03-11T14:09:00.001+08:00

" I'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell, and I'll die by your hand which I love so well. "
William Shakespeare

something to ponder about ?

2009-03-11T08:37:00.003+08:00

Things most girls dont know

1. Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a whore ) shocking
2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. true
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. very true
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. cutesy
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. :)
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. insecure.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. assurances given?
10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend. again.insecure.
11. Guys get jealous easily. sweet
12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. too much emo = pussy
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway. no more boys for me..
16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
15. Guys are very open about themselves. secrets r nice.
17. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
18. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
19. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice. just hear me out
20. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. teasing is good
21. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
22. Guys will brag about anything. sad m not impressed
23. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot. adult.
24. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key. must make u laugh
25. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience. huh - don't understand
26. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
27. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
28. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused. trouble.
29. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
30. Try to be as straightforward as possible. yes,please.
31. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl. stupid is as stupid does
32. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
33. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me." similiar to girls?
34. Guys don't really have final decisions.
35. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
36. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
37. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them. gotta start doin tis..
38. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something. notti or nice
39. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
40. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.tat's not a gal then
41. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes. :(
42. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily. arrogance is challenging
43. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much. so true
44. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
45. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
46. If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.
47. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
48. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
49. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it. stubborn
50. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us. possible?
51. We don't like girls who are too skinny. thank God
52. We love it when girls talk about their boobs. shallow men
53. Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....steal kisses...everywhere
54. Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unnoticablly tell them about yours...yes it is so
55. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually eeuu
56. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..hahaha
57. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...
58. Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.
59. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible. hmm...

got my eyes on U...

2009-03-10T08:23:00.004+08:00

slept well last nite.had 8 miscalls frm B-sorry B.didnt hear the phone at all.tat IS unusual.got to work b4 7.cheche is here to keep me laughing n sane till 2PM n bumped into a new hottie wen was walking to the pantry to get myself my wakeup fix.was polite to even allow me to walk ahead of him.chivalry is rare n very seducing.

cheche watched tis smiled n told me m sneaky.young though.very.y m i always attracted to the kids.ahhhh!anyway m loving tis 7am shift a lot more.tot of changing to 1pm-don't think so unless m convinced hard.real hard tat it's for the benefit of the "floor". :)

p/s:Jztin,m wearing that marilyn monroe skirt :) hmm....scared.

p/ss:dedicated " turn the lights down low " to cheche since she is on her 5am shift for a week-the kinda song to slow dance to on the beach under the moonlight...

spicy weekend

2009-03-09T09:49:00.004+08:00

the weekend was settling.

had a pleasant dinner,pocketed 2 out of 6 pool games (i knw u allowed me to win.don't pity me pls-hate tat)...

met up wif C,papa n tini.wanted to maintain tat happy high moments.decided on ceylon.eye candy.sweat.pulse.heinekens.wat more could i ask for huh?
love papa wen he's all alalala high-brings out the real him.pure fun.pure joy.pure craXiness.he sings badly.he dances poorly.yet love him the most wen he is like tis....
p/s:papa,we gotta club proper soon n i will make u the pole n dance around u k ? :)

suppered at nagas wif B n alicita.was entertained.needed my bed too at around 4....zzzzzzzzzzzzz slept at 5.30am.

felt pathetic to work on saturday.i'd rather picnic on a park!m off tis weekend,ter is a God.yippee.

drove up to genting to cheer coraline n an excuse to shoot tequilas n keep ourselves warm.i just needed to get out of KL-tequila was the bonus.company was smooth.the ride not so.
met up wif B's dj/uncle at safari-will allow C to elaborate more on safari club and the inhabitants.she's v.good at observing her surroundings...rite C...:)

my take-music was ok.beer was on the house.fugly crowd.clubbers who couldn't move.absolutely hate tat.a very bz makeout wall.hahahaha!

sunday was eazy.nice.lookout point was chilly n "chilled".loved it.haven't done tat in a while.the last 2 shots at the carpark wasn't a very good idea.damn!love sunrises.tat morning.couldn't give a rats arse.mandi kerbau,slept wif ciggy smelling hair.yuxx! need a massage.a real good one!

wokeup wif a hangover at 1pm.again-been a while.chilled at gb.lunched at 4PM.watched telly.hokkienmien + beer.the best cure for a hangover is actually a bottle of cold beer.not wat u both were thinking abt.tat cure is for headaches.n YES-it works like magic!!!

distractions.napped.distractions.napped.walkway light.3.69 metres.warm.chilly.creaks.

wakeup call at 6am.showered.at work on a public holiday.wth!the weather outside is just too enticing.n i love enticing :)

"come back to bed"

Your smooth and shiny feels so good against my lipS, Sugar

2009-03-07T19:17:00.008+08:00

" I've closed my eyes and thought of us a hundred different ways "

if only...

2009-03-07T15:34:00.000+08:00

" But this morning, there's a calm I can't explain

The rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain "

can u handle me?

2009-03-06T17:07:00.005+08:00

wikipedia says this of "pillow talk"

"Pillow talk is the relaxed, intimate conversation that often occurs between two sexual partners after the act of lovemaking, usually accompanied by cuddling, caresses, and other physical intimacy. It is associated with sexual afterglow and is distinguished from dirty talk which usually forms part of foreplay.
The content of pillow talk typically includes the sexual act itself, expressions of affection and appreciation, playful humor, casual anecdotes, and stories from childhood. A couple's pillow talk session is often used as a plot device in works of fiction and drama, such as movies and television. It offers a convenient setting for a couple to discuss relevant plot events or reveal new information to each other.
It also can consist of two or more friends talking late at night. The "pillow talking" generally takes place at night and involves talk of romantic interests. The friends do not have to be in the same bed, although this does happen occasionally"

p/s: felt the urge to share wif my fellow fans n frenz tis.some ppl seem to b of the opinion tat i either shy away or m not vocab equiped to handle the above sorts of talk.

so to u, u, n u...BRING IT ON! i say......

oh yeah, u might wanna back up that many statement of yers,dear. :)

fading....

2009-03-06T02:04:00.001+08:00

do u think of me in the days?

do u think of me even in the nights?

do u miss me in the days?

do u miss me more in the nights?

do i miss u?

do i?

should i?
must i?

would i?

a different kinda Sugar ruSh

2009-03-05T17:53:00.002+08:00

hv been receiving heat about tis song for the past 16 hrs.

mayb i moved too quick.

i think i did.

but too bad.

deal with it.

just as u deal with me.

" A table for two, dinner room with a view.

Your body's on my menu.

Let me eat it up

Gonna start at your toes til I heat it up,

A table for two.

Tonight I'm gonna eat on you, but there won't be no I.O.U.s,

No teasing you, gonna kiss on your lips where it's pleasing you "

smile 4 me.

2009-03-05T00:22:00.001+08:00

click.click.click.

for u Tups'

2009-03-03T19:00:00.004+08:00

this was on my hen nite in 2005 minus the stripper. :)

p/s : tups,thanx for tis 'reminder'.

" wishing we could go back to this someday soon....

Something money can't buy "

100.

2009-03-02T21:17:00.002+08:00

unworthy.unloved.untouched.

" Sometimes you pick your friends, sometimes they pick you "

2009-03-01T18:18:00.005+08:00

my gorgeous angels.

let me introduce my bestest gals frenzzzz.i have been missing them for different reasons lately.maybe it's the whole aging process.i dunno.i know 10 years ago whilst sitting in the park curi curi smoking,we would have thought our lives would have been "settled" quite happily.now,i know we would rather pick that cold not soo clean park giggling silly and talk cock,huh?

tups-y-m so glad u're back n safer here near family n frenz.UK was something you had to do which saved u the next 40 years of misery.i admire your courage and independence.n YES-i will be fine....soon :)

macpei - i know letting go is never easy.u deserve better.always remember and believe in that u hot indian babe stuck in a chink body...

mila - u r NOT giving up.not just yet k?we will do the " follow the white line "in may when i get ter k.:)

mna - we love u.too much.tat's y we want to see u in a better place as a better person.

mummy - miss your care.i'll come back to u soon...

shu - how's oliver?how's ben?

sammy - have fun wif the bad boys.they R a lot more FUN...dangerous.yummy!

sin - will try to be a better fren n keep in touch more.was good to see ya last month.n YES - will save $ to visit u in the states n check out miami.:)

sarah-miss u screaming my name n watching u "kena" oppressed by mummy..hahahaha...

“A friend drops their plans when you're in trouble, shares joy in your accomplishments, feels sad when you're in pain. A friend encourages your dreams and offers advice--but when you don't follow it, they still respect and love you.”

that's what u gals do for me...bcoz i know m a lil' stubborn!

mwahhhhhhsssssssssss

hugz n kisses wherever u R.